A part of a Real Housewives of New York City Was sensitive for reunion Brian Whitfield And the customer Change HassanThe

The two -part season 15 in the first half of the reunion, which is on Tuesday, January 28, 39, 39, is open about why he chose why he chose Share his experience As a survival of sexual abuse with Bravo cameras.

Brian explained, "I am still healing from something," mentioned that when he had previously discussed the other tough things in the reality series - like his family life - it was felt "like a 17 year valuable therapy".

Host Andy Cohen Brune's "bold" appreciated the decision to talk about his experiences before asking about the response received from the audience. He mentioned the conventional scandal involved in sexual abuse, saying, "(people live with their shame and life," talked about). “It is not exactly how you can walk and say. And it is different to know something as personal as a woman ""

Brin fought to hold on to the tears because he acknowledged to feel the same feeling of shame. “I suck things. I'm moving forward, "he continued. "Because if I don't do that, I never get out of bed. So you just continue. "

He also went to express that the accused was the culprit "someone was giving me the court" and he still sees the person. "I understand why people commit a heinous crime," he said.

Throughout the whole sensitive conversation, brin's clothing jumped with its revelations. At one point, the camera was crushed to Uba 41, who made the face, "Oh, my god."

The excitement between Brian and Ubah was high Finishing the season 15Which was aired on January 26 and showed the dramatic consequences of the Puerto Rican vacation of the cast. Uba alleged that Brian went to sleep with someone FractionBrin asks her to come forward in her wardrobe about her attack. Brian claimed that he had already told Uba about the incident, but Uba had never denied hearing the story. Finally, Brian admits that Uba did not "clock" probably during their previous conversation.

Causes the residual housewife because of conflict Questions to other facts It happened throughout the season, calling the brin's apparent tendency to bend the truth. He speaks Rolling stone The final was aired and doubled next to the story.

"It is not right to assume that everyone you say is remembered all that and then keeps responsible for them," he claimed. "I know for a fact that I said it (Ubah), but when someone is screaming on the phone, the other person will probably never hear them."

During the reunion, Brian revealed that he considered the allegations against his accused attacker after the attack. "But it is so hard ... unless you go literally and go to an emergency room and say 'Hi, I'm here because I just sexually abused. Let us do the rape kit,' 'He adds more The first instinct was to make "home and shower".

Brian said that at the moment he could only forget that it had happened ", causing Ubah emotional. Before handing the tissue, he silently wiped the tears from his eyes.

Uba said, "If you know that person, it's hard." "Like, he said that you could commit any crime."

Uba whispered and said, "I am sorry", who replied, "I know you are. I know."

Real Housewives of New York City The reunion continues on Tuesday, February 4, 9, in ET in Bravo.

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