In the latest episode Camilla AraujoPodcast, Social Media Star McKinley Richardson opened about the darker side of her connection with youtuber Jack DohertyStating that his hard use of Adderall played a major role in the chaos who took place behind the scenes. After discovering the traumatic incident in the beginning, Richardson described in detail how her relationship was awarded in what she now recognizes her as "trauma bonds". While he says he was initially protective and kind, things moved quickly as fun, control and the use of substance became central to their lifestyle.

According to Richardson, Doherty has gone far out of the recipe. "He was no longer prescribed, but he was constantly buying," he alleged. "He became a problem, especially when he moved him with drinking."

She explained that YouTuber would often take multiple tablets at once, and then drink, describing the dangerous episodes in which his heart had abolished his heart. "It was the time I felt like I had to call an ambulance because he said," I feel like I'm going to die from my chest. "I told him," You can't mix these things. "

Richardson argued that Doherty was often joking about his stimulus dependence, calling him a secret to his rush. "His way of success was Adderall," she said. "He would always say that he made him sharpen, more efficient and tried to find people who worked for him to bring him."

"He would give it to his employees and say," You will do better if you take it, "she added." He wanted everyone around him to be on the same page, because he was constantly headed, go. ""

While Richardson says she initially believed to manage ADHD, she later realized that the situation was far more serious. "At first I thought it was normal because people were prescribed by Adderall to add," she explained. "But then I saw how much he took, and how he changed when he was interfered with alcohol. It wasn't normal at all."

The combination, he says, often left Docherty Ertic and unpredictable. "That's why he'd be so drunk, because he took Adderall out," she said. "It was awful to watch. I was scared for him."

Richardson recalled the moments where she felt helplessly as his behavior was spiraled. "I was worried about him, I wanted to protect him," she said. "But it reached the point where it was dangerous, physically and emotionally."

Despite Doherty's alleged problem of Adderall and "dangerous" behavior, Richardson continued a relationship for a while, hoping things would improve. However, as its substance is used deteriorated, so is the emotional strain. What began as concerns and care gradually turned into exhaustion as they found to manage the chaos caused by his dependence.

Over time, the combination of abuse of addellation, heavy drinking and merriment of the volatile mood created a toxic environment. Richardson allegedly served ongoing emotional and mental abuse, including manipulation and behavior control that left her feels isolated and helpless.

The relationship became high and lower cycle, short moments of calm shaded conflict and instability. In the end, Richardson realized that the situation was unsustainable. Between substances and emotional turmoil, the relationship became in her words simply too much to submit.