Alison Holkar Explanation of her purpose behind with personal details about late husband Stephen "tWitch" is the boss In his forthcoming memoir.

"To Stephen's fans and our family and friends, I want to make it clear that my sole purpose in writing the book is to share my own story as well as part of my life with Stephen to help other people," Holkar, 36, wrote. on Wednesday, January 8 via her Instagram Story. "Just like you, I'll never really know what happened, and even as I try to put the pieces together, I'll never really know."

Holkar shared that for people who decide to pick up the book, the title This Far: My Story of Love, Loss and Embracing the LightShe hopes that she and Boss will be able to "celebrate love and life" with their three children: Daughters Wesley Rena and Zaia and son Maddox (The boss is dead Committed suicide in December 2020. He was 40 years old.)

"I hope that by sharing our full story I may be able to help someone else who may see themselves or a loved one Stephen," Holkar continued. "By sharing I hope they might catch some red flags I missed before it's too late."

While writing the book, Holkar shared that he spoke with multiple mental health nonprofits last "two years" To ensure that he is able to depict difficult subjects truthfully and accurately. She plans to donate profits from the novel to a foundation set up in Boss's memory.

"My hope is that we never have to lose another husband, brother, father or friend to suicide," she said. Much love to everyone who has supported our family over the years."

Earlier this week, Holkar received backlash online when he revealed details from the boss's life that he had not discussed publicly before his death. Holkar also admitted that he Read the boss's journal In an effort to find closure after his death.

"Reading Stephen's journals, and even going back to the books he read and the things he highlighted and lined really gave me a good perspective on where he was in life and the kinds of things he was struggling with," she said in an interview with people Tuesday, January 7. "It made me feel a lot of sympathy for him and sadness for all the pain he endured."

Many of the boss's family members and friends publicly condemned Holkar After the article goes live.

"Anyone who knows me, knows that I go straight to the source in times of conflict and handle my business," Courtney Ann PlattThose who appeared in So You think you can dance Besides Holkar, wrote via Instagram on Tuesday. “But as there is evidently no shame in so much public, I have not said a word in two years but here I am. This is the most difficult, classless, opportunistic act I have ever seen in my entire life."