It is now revealed that things are worse, claiming the star of the scene of reality sent discouraging text messages immediately before starting the Fox hard competitive series ", special forces."

And this is not the first time Brittany Cartwright opened about her burner relationship with Taylor, because she discovered more intimate details about the fall of their marriage during the 2 "valleys" season.

Season 4 Prime Minister of Fox's "special forces" see ex-military operatives that test the physical, mental and emotional strength of various celebrities.

The competition is not in the park, because the challenges are often completed in tears and fierce arguments.

In the episode, Cartwright explained the cameras why she flew into Morocco to be part of the fourth season, which he presented other Bravolbs, like Mother Duo Teresa and Gia Giudice.

"I wanted to make a choice of special forces because I went so much this year, I finally found the strength to leave a very toxic relationship," Cartwright said.

However, her desire to compete was not filled with a positiveness of all. Cartwright discovered that she received negative text messages from Taylor, who insisted that he would not arrive far in competition.

"I had a former I wrote that I was," You won't get far, "the right before I even came here, so people competing, I want to prove wrong," she said.

But her plan to prove him wrongly struck immediate sleep during the first episode, because the viewers watched the mother of a fight with the intensive demission requirements.

In the first activity, which saw the dealing Refuses from helicopterCartwright admitted that heights were her "biggest fear". She tried to contain her tears; However, her nerves were too much to say at this point, "I'm terrified of height. I'll walk on the balcony at the back of the wall, so I don't have to approach the edge."

Despite that, Cartwright explained, "but no matter what, I'm really dedicated to trying every thing that comes."

The struggles were created throughout the episode, and the cameras exhibited her difficulties in towing a pound of stock uphill.

"I can't ... I don't think I can do," Reality Star said he told the staff of direction (DS).

Shortly afterwards, Cartwright received extremely vulnerable and sincere in his confessional interview, speaking manufacturers that she "not the most acceptance" however, "chasing around my four-year-old was of great help."

Still, the emission expectations have shown themselves too for the headquarters, as DS said, "I feel like I'm going to pass, I'm sorry" before the official leaving series. "I can't. I'll throw it out. I'm really sorry. I feel like sh-t," she added.

"I knew I was going first. F-Cking knew. So embarrassing," she continued.

The emotional appearance of Cartwright on "Special Forces" is not surprising fans watching her share Private details about her relationship with Taylor "Valley".

Adding to their fighting, Cartwright has also discovered that Taylor has been in rehabilitation in rehabilitation, continued with "furious text," leaving her regardless of choice except to block his number.