HGTV Star Just a Hatmaker She was not ashamed of any of her memories - with that moment she caught her husband with another woman.

In his new book, AwakenedJane recalled the 26 -year -old husband in July 2020, to wake up on 2 July, Brandon Hatmaker, With whispering on the phone Someone else

"I just can't give you up," he heard him tell him before he fell asleep New York PostThe

51 -year -old Jane said it was "last" in his life because he knew. "Up to some degrees, I am almost separated," he told the outlet. "It was so out of the field of our life, our marriage, the possibility of our story."

On the same night, Jane went through her husband's computer and discovered a "traitor's trail". His book claims that topics have taken a "devastating period", Brandon has accused their girlfriends buy "expensive and great gifts" to their families "financial chaos".

The next morning, Jane was thrown from their house and their marriage ended.

"It was so shocked and stunning and I almost couldn't process it." New York PostThe "I can't even cry. I never knew whether I could be happy again."

Learning about disbelief has created Jane Rewrite the other aspects of his lifeIncluding his religion. He and Brandon Austin founded the New Church, but Jane was finally disappointed with the organization.

"Men leaders within this culture," he explained. "They are priests. They are families, marriage leaders. They are spiritual authorities. And women are basically support workers."

Jane married Brandon, who was studying as a priest, when he was 5 years old. They expanded their family with five kids and later appeared on HGVT Reform my big familyThe According to Jane, This pair has closed the screen - and have not had sex for two years before they are divided.

"I thought we were working to repair deeply," he said Post About going to the wedding advice with Brandon. "We had a kind of sexual intercourse ... and so on the very bitter end, I thought we were trying, but we were not really.

He continued: "There was a lot of unwanted absence here and the phone was never out of his hands or sight. All alert signs were there, but I didn't want to face them."

Jane claimed that Brandon did "any reunion attempt" with him Before getting involved with another Female next year. "He (clearly) said that 'need some feelings to be present there to try' and they are no longer and they will never return," he wrote in his memory.

Jane's book finds not only his personal life but also his complex relationship with religion.

"I got the environment so much trigger," he said. "I had to endure the weight of everyone else, their sadness and worse, the weight of their compassion. I couldn't just handle it. ... I am not saying that I will never go back to church, but I am not saying that I will never go back to church.

TV personality is currently dating TylerThe He became grandmother in August. Brandon, already, in a statement on Monday, September 22, publicly addressed the allegations publicly.

He wrote, “We are bigger than our lowest moments. SubstackThe “The minimum moment of my life was my public relationship five years ago i

Brandon says it has been "It's hard to recover it today."

"I own my mistakes, I have corrected, I continue to work, I worked hard to restore relationships and I started," he said more. "I too often like it as an excuse I do not like to stand for myself. There is no excuse. But I just wake up one day. I did not fall in love overnight. Our love ended a slow and painful end. And I mourned our wedding years before we got married."

The priest used his post to stop some misconceptions. "Jane has the right to share his story. I don't blame him for him," he added. “I'm not saying that what he wrote is untrue.

Awakened Available on Tuesday, September 23.