So You Think Can Dance alum Allison Holkar About is open "Triggering" discovery She followed her late husband Stephen "tWitch" is the boss'Death. In a new interview with Dr peopleHolkar, 36, revealed that he found a "cornucopia" of drugs from the boss's cupboard, including mushrooms and "other substances that I had to look up on my phone." Holkar admitted that "it was a really scary moment" to uncover things he "didn't know existed" in his own home. "It also helped me process that she was going through so much and she was hiding so much," she added, "and there was definitely a lot of shame in that." Bose died by suicide at the age of 40 in December 2022, shortly after she and Holkar celebrated nine years of marriage. The couple have daughter Zaia, 5, and son Maddox, 8, and Boss was the adoptive father of Holkar's eldest daughter, Wesley, 16. Holkar will share details about the boss' death and his personal grieving process in his upcoming book, This Far: My Story of Love, Loss and Embracing the LightOut February 4. Find out more our weeklyTop stories below:

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