The former model admitted that she used to fear that their marriage is "smeared". Subtle changes, such as his stuttering that returns, left and how to blame before learning that they were symptoms of FTD.

Despite the challenges, Emma Heming Willis says Bruce Willis "Alpha male" is a ghost, and their love deepened in new ways.

Before Bruce Willis was diagnosed with Frontotemporal Dementia (FTD), his wife, Emma Heming Willis, she admitted to fight to understand the changes in his marriage.

In new Vanity fair Profile, 49-year-old author and caregiver of pronunciations were reflected in how much she did not disturb at the time.

"I I felt like my marriage disintegrated, "Emma shared, noting that she even questioned whether the divorce could be the only way forward.

Emma recalled worrisome that Bruce, now 70, did not love or somehow become a different man completely.

What she didn't realize was his aphasia, and later, his diagnosis of FTD, began to show through his movement of behavior.

"What's going on? This didn't give a person. Something's just excluded. And I just couldn't figure out," she said.

In an interview with Oprah Winfrey for the promotion of her new book, Emma revealed and how subtle signs of Bruce's FTD made them separate the film star, because she did not understand their discussions.

"The conversations we had, he didn't remember," said the actress said Oprah. "Our values ​​just didn't look more to match."

"Have you ever thought about the divorce?" Oprah asked, which Emma replied that "100 percent" thought about leaving Bruce.

"Because I didn't understand how our relationship ... were so connected, so they were strengthened, and yet suddenly, things had just begun to disintegrate," Emma shared.

"I didn't understand the conversations we had," Emma said. "We weren't aligned, and I didn't know why. And he didn't raise his hand on anything, and I was thinking divorce."

Emma, ​​which divides the daughters Mabel, 13 and Evelyn, 11, with a "flue hard" star, since then has learned that many of these shifts are associated to the advancement of his disease.

Actress, married to Bruce from 21. March 2009 year, she said People Magazine In the recent title story she felt that something wrong year earlier, even if she couldn't at that time.

"FTD doesn't scream, whisper," Emma explained. "You're very gray to know where Bruce stood and where his illness began."

The former model reminded of the application of subtle shifts, such as returning, but "Never in a million years he thought it was a symptom of FTD."

"Talks were no longer aligned, and our relationship began to move. It was hard to put my finger why and what happens," Emma said.

Without explanation, she admits she blamed himself for their marital distress.

"I thought it was something I worked in our marriage no longer," she admitted. "It's like kidding your head on a brick wall. You're just like," Where does wrong communication come? What happens in our relationship? "

However, Emma says that one thing has not changed in connection with Bruce, even while navigating FrontAtemporal Dementia (FTD) is his "alpha male" personality.

Talking to Fair of vanity, The former model reflected in the lasting presence of his husband in family life for almost three years after his diagnosis.

Bruce "always brought decisions" in his family, "she shared." He knows what he wants, and he knows what he doesn't want. He is alpha male. "

She admitted that the "pulp fiction" nature of the star filling was one of the qualities that drew it in ". I loved," she said.

In chat with People Before leaving her new books, "unexpected journey," Emma reflected on how their love story moved, but deepened over time.

"It meant that he would be able to meet him where he was, to enjoy the moment with him," she said.