Calh Jackson Learned from the beginning that every cowboy is not ready for his cowgirl, especially when it comes to his ex -boyfriend Steven McBby Jr.The

Calah said exclusively, “The relationship is very different to be out vs. Our weekly While promoting 2 seasons early this month McBby Dynasty: Real American CowboyHe and Steven confirmed that Steven broke during filming.

He later admitted, "I think I lost myself a lot in that relationship." Looking back at the season, he added that the red flags he missed during the dating McBby Farm and Catal CEO.

Calh - who started dating with the big McBby boy after meeting him in 2021 Joe Millionaire: For more rich or poor -Theloted "This is probably a good thing that I was able to see it back on the TV because it was really open to my eyes for me. I like, 'Oh, why did I bear it?' Or, for example, 'I can't believe that I react this way.' "

In the current season of the Bravo series, fans saw Steven take up His brother Cole McBiA push with Calah in the Ozarks is on the side. The argument served as Calah and Steven to break the catalyst - which Steven Has been mentioned exclusively Ours In July They were in the "15th or 16th" time.

Although Steven returned to Calh - and invited him His brother Jesse McBbyIt was held in early 2021 - his wedding - Kallah said they did not return together.

"I saw Steven a few months ago for Press Day on LA and probably I saw him for the first time," he explained OursThe time before the run-in was noticed "The longest" they "never went away without seeing each other."

Calh remembered the photo shoot okay. "It was fine. It was cordial. I mean, we showed and we pressed and we didn't kill each other," he laughed.

Though Calh teased that fans would see "Titter-tootering" with Steven to finish the season, he is confident that his life in Missouri, where Steven and his brothers' The family is located on the farmIs done.

"I love Farm Life. People don't think that I did, but I really liked (it) and I really felt that it was my home and I made it my home," he acknowledged. "So, that's what I miss" "

Calah made it clear that he did not miss the "drama or pressure of antics" while walking with Steven.

"I am very, very happy (Dallas) and I will never go back to Missouri again. It is definitely sure," he announced that in the post-Split of Texas gave him the opportunity to find himself.

He explained “I am focusing on myself and just trying to come back to a better mental place and

When asked whether he would date Steven again with what he knows now, Kallah Koi played.

"I don't want to be too negative about it. I don't regret anything, but I don't know," he said OursThe "Let's just say that I would not regret my decisions. It was a good relationship for a long time, until it was not. I learned a lot of lessons that is how I will give up it like this."

McBby Dynasty: Real American Cowboy Bravo was aired on ET at 9pm on Monday.