Tamra Judge RHOC has admitted to mixing Janax with alcohol during filming!

Tamara judge The screen is pulling behind one of his dark moments Real Housewives of Orange County.

In a series Instagram story Friday, 57 -year -old Reality reflected as a result of its temporary departure from the Reality Star Show, acknowledged that he was mixing Janux At that time there is a lot of personal strain with alcohol.

"Thank you for all the kind words you sent (this national) I haven't seen the episode. It was a painful time that I don't want to recover," Tide Written on August 15, a sincere fan re -post the message. The fan's note fell in part: "I see you and what you bring up is perfectly liked but Hedar) Or only the heart for the time you survived. It was heartbreaking. "

At this time, Tide Accele therapy session and the best friend was jumping into the destructive news Teddy melanecamp Diagnosis of brain cancer. He acknowledged that it was all too much. "Emotionally I have hit a wall with everything I am doing ... I'm taking Janux To deal with the pain (and) to mix it with alcohol, "he acknowledged.

“Thank you (Heather) (And) the way I responded to you I am sorry (for it). I love you very much. "

His breakdown was exposed after an exciting trip to New Orleans, where collisions were Gina Kirsenhter And Heather Has reached the boiling point. Tide Shocked fans when he appeared to leave the show at the scene, wrote on March 9th: "It was long -term! When life gives you the true problem when this reality does not mean. Peace is out ... I'm out."

But Tide Later he returned to the franchise, he now admits how much pain he was behind the camera.

"I wasn't myself," he said, thanks to the fans for their sympathy, apologies again Hedar For his behavior.

A thing clean: even for a ripe Housewife Choice Tamara Judge, Sometimes the drama behind the screen is much deeper than the Bravo camera that can capture.

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