"Bachelor"Star Madi Priwett He didn't say much about her season 24 shows for the amount of the amount of the hit reality with Pilot Petrom Weber.

However, it changes everything today.

During the recent appearance of the podcast, Madi Priwett, 29, he opened his experience on the ABC series, described as "traumatization".

Speaking with Matt and Abby Howard, "Unplanned podcast," Prewett, who is now married with Grant Trouttom, said in Texas, later from the Emissions of Weber, "later explaining" 20 pounds "during her time.

Priwett also reflected on the tense conversation he had with Weber's mother during "After the final rose" special, where the last expressed dissatisfaction with his son.

During the episode, Matt asked the Starty Star how peaceful she had remained at that moment, which Priwett answered: "I can't even remember what's broadcasting and what (not)."

"Everyone, I don't even know if I watched my season all the way, I'll be very honest," she continued. "I was very removed from all the things" bachelor ". Even until today, I really don't talk about it."

In an interview with PeoplePriwett discovered that in the "bachelor" eventually tested in several ways. "I thought that power wasn't weak or vulnerable," she said. "But I learned not working on a brave face."

Later, Prewet recalled the feeling of "attacked" to the Mother during a special "finite rose," I felt like he was completely robbed by me, and in the end I locked himself in the bathroom and cried for hours. "

When Priwet and Weber left special, the couple believed that there may have been an opportunity for their relationship to develop. However, Priwett said that "realized soon after the finals were not intended."

According to Prewett, she and Weber did not agree on "values and beliefs,", and the forcing relationship did not make sense for them. She explained that their divided was a mutual decision, and secured fans who finished things with "so much love and respect for each other."

Otwett's revelation on "unplanned podcast" is not for the first time The mother of one divides a deep personal story about her past with the public. "Stay true", Prewet recently discussed the abandonment of the religion for more than a year when it became the topic of the church gossip.

After learning, members of her community discussed her, Priwett told the guest Lisa Harper to withdrew from God for "about a year." During that time, Prewet would listen to the sermon; However, she was not dealt with her community.

However, everything has changed for Prewett, after having had the movement of experience with God. "I hurt people to God's people, but I also healed the people of God through the Spirit of God," she said.

In a separate podcast episode, Priwett also touched his years of "enslaving" pornography and "sexual sin".

According to her words, after the detection of pornographic videos at 13 years with a friend, m-furburbation has become a regular action for her who took her life, which led to all the questions regarding her, including her "identity".