Brandy Glanville Did not feel "normal" in two years.

"I have never felt suicidal before, (but at the beginning of this summer), I didn't want to be here," Ghanvilly, 52, say Our weekly In a new exclusive interview. "And if this is not for my kids I don't know that I will be here." (Ghanville is sharing Sons Mason and Jack with ex -husband AD Sibrian.)

A few years after his initial departure from him Beverly Hills Real HousewivesGhanville returned to the top of his reality TV game when he signed in to his fourth season. Real Housewives Ultimate Girls Trip In the early 2023 in Morocco. He won over the audience again Real Housewives Ultimate Girls Trip: Former-Winter Club And of the season 1 TravelerBut when he was charged with sexual abuse, the issues took a twist Concern Customer Caroline ManzoThe (In the court document related to the incident, an executive manufacturer states that Manjo Glanville's "disgrace", claimed that Ghanville did not "violate" Manzo.)

When he returned home from Morocco, Ghanville fell into disappointment about the debate and later he discovered A parasite contract During the filming.

"Almost immediately after landing, my phone began to blow up about these articles that were wrong and not true about what happened to Morocco with Carolin, and I immediately took a ton of concern," he said OursThe "And I was just trying to turn around what was happening and why it was happening. I've been on the sofa in the fetal position for four months."

When Ghanvilly tried to socialize again, he began to notice the "crazy molasses" on his face.

"My face started, for example, walking around and doing things I have started to lose my sight in my left eye it's crazy," she says. "At first, my face was blowing and really swollen then it started to sink and I thought something was just eating me from the inside i''m I like, 'it's eating my meat'"

The most extreme symptoms of Glanville in the past two years are its "submerged" gray spots on the face, the fluid from its left ear, or the drains on its face and extreme headaches.

Glanville 21 saw the doctor, when he could not get the answer from the suppliers in his insurance, paid for several pockets. “They don't trust me,” she says. "My insurance was like, 'Nothing wrong with you is it it is only inflammation and old filler."

Ghanville has spent at least $ 5 on the medical bill and is fighting financially.

"I'm paying a minimum of money on my credit cards. I've finished my savings. In my age, I feel like losing that way because I was careful about everything," she says. "I was together. I had a great achievement. Now I am afraid of every little thing."

"Medical bills are the number one reason for bankruptcy" acknowledging that work with Glanville has begun Rachel StraceA healthcare strategist, known as PBM Princess.

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"The hospital where it is in charge of the hospitals is working with the hospitals where he is in charge and confirms that it is properly bill. There are some things that were really urgently that doctors will verify and (we can get), but we can reduce it," Strace said, "Stress said. Our "Once we discussed the service fee, we will work on a payment plan so that brandy can survive and put a roof over its head and can be able to do what you need to make durable"

Despite the financial stress caused by all the appointments, Stros notes that Ghanvilly advised himself when the physicians in his insurance plan did not listen to him.

"Now since he has a specific diagnosis, he is able to return, and that's where he can start the lawyer financially," he says. "There was something wrong, and we had to go back there and make sure that insurance could understand it, because he had gone out of the network."

Glanville has also started new treatment Dr. Michael R. SkomaA day before a infectious pathologist who reached him via X OursHe started Dr. Scomer Multipage Treatment Plan, which started with the PICC line for the treatment of its long -term infections and its secondary effects with the PICC line with an intuitive antibiotics.

"We can expect to see meaningful progress in the next few weeks," Dr. Skoma says OursThe "And I believe brandy could make a complete recovery."

Calling himself "optimistic wreck" Ghanvil says that he wants to bring back his life.

"I couldn't get out of bed at 5pm. Everything was upset - at one point I couldn't go to my neck. I couldn't get out of bed for four hours." I stayed in this house every day i

Just last week, when she hit the bottom, she called her mother to support her.

"I go, 'Mom, I know you have grandma. I know you have parents. I know your plate is full, but I need to come to you,'" Ghanville remembers. "And so he, as he, excluded everything and came for a few days. I painted his hair, and our daughter had time."

This pumping was also included in Glanvilly's current viral clip Nayar put on his face.

"I just went down to every rabbit hole, and my face liked exfoliation it was, 'Okay, I will get everything I am coming out' '' so I would exfoliate like five times a day, and I didn't even have moisturizer and it was back to the oily skin, and I never told me. OursThe "If Nayar dissolves the hair, perhaps, it will melt whatever it is on my skin and like my mom, 'you do your brandy' 'like, I used the comet in my teeth because I just don't think me, but it presses on my skin.

After the treatment of Dr. Scomer, Ghanvili is hoping to "dancing in the tables and (drinking) in the interest of" to return ".

"No, I just want to leave my house," she says again. "I'm on the day of the Groundhog."

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