According to the singer, she once wrote a long letter to John after they stopped working together. In the letter she claims she was very "vulnerable", but John never responded.

However, after moving to the US, Lily Allen eventually realized that she never sent the letter to the "I'm Still Standing" hitmaker.

Allen recently shared a nostalgic moment on Instagram, posting a snap of her best friend and podcast host, Miquita Oliver.

Recalling his time under Elton John's "Miss Me?" podcast, Allen revealed: "I used to be managed by Elton John. He'd call me every few weeks to check in and say hi, and make sure I was OK. And there were times during that period when I wasn't right."

The 39-year-old revealed that their professional relationship eventually ended, adding: “We split up and I wrote this long letter to say how sad I was about the situation and there was a big hole in my life in the shape of Elton. "

As her personal struggles worsened, the "Smile" singer admitted, "Over the next few years, as my life began to spiral out of control, I resented the fact that I made myself very vulnerable in this letter. and told him all about to my sobriety and I was quite angry with him for several years."

Oliver asked if the resentment stemmed from the "Rocketman" singer not responding, to which Allen laughed and admitted: "I thought it was actually mean of him, and then when I moved here to America, I unpacked and I found a letter I never sent it (laughs)."

Ending on a light note, Allen added, "Elton, if you're listening, which you probably aren't, I love you and I don't hold that grudge against you anymore."

In 2008, Allen and John had a fiery confrontation on stage at the GQ Men of the Year Awards at London's Royal Opera House. As the evening's co-hosts, the duo's playful banter quickly turned into a tense exchange, surprising the celebrity audience.

Dressed in an opulent Dolce & Gabbana ball gown with sparkling Chopard jewelry, Allen openly sipped champagne throughout the event.

According to Daily MailAllen began mumbling, cursing and improvising his lines as the night wore on.

When introducing Carol Vorderman, Allen peppered her speech with expletives, saying "F-ck" repeatedly, prompting John to cut her off.

As Allen announced, "And now, the most important part of the night," John quipped, "What? Do you want another drink?" Without missing a beat, she shot back, "Fuck you, Elton. I'm 40 years younger than you and I've got my whole life ahead of me!"

John, clearly annoyed, retorted, "I could still snort you under the table." Unfazed, Allen responded with a simple, "Fuck you. I don't know what you're talking about."

Earlier, Allen opened up on her podcast about her struggles with mental health and eating disorders, revealing that she had been in therapy to process her emotions after moving to New York with her daughters, Ethel, 13, and Marnie, 11, with her husband . , David Harbour.

Speaking of "I miss you?" podcast, Allen admitted that mental health issues affected her appetite. She admitted that she does not eat properly and that she rarely feels hungry.

"I've been going through a rough patch for the past few months, and my diet has become a problem," she said. "My therapist and I are talking about it, and she's like, 'How long has this been going on?' And I said, 'Well, about three years, really.' And she's like, 'OK, why didn't you mention that earlier?'"

Allen described feeling psychologically disconnected from his body, explaining, "I'm not hungry. Obviously I'm hungry, but my body and brain are so disconnected from each other that my body... hunger messages don't go through my body to my body. brain."

"I don't avoid food, I just don't think about it because it's in my head," the singer continued. Daily Mail. "My body is, like, a few steps behind me."

Earlier this year, Allen revealed her decision to move her two daughters to the US

She reflected on the differences between British and American attitudes, especially during awards season. She noted how expressive Americans are compared to "stush" Brits.

"One of the reasons I moved here is because I feel like it's a much more encouraging environment for my kids to thrive in," Allen explained.

She recalled acting for the first time despite having no theater experience.

"If I told Americans about it, they'd be like, 'Oh my God, it's so exciting! You're going to learn so much, you're going to kill it!'" the singer shared.

She added: "And then when I told the English people about it, they'd be like, 'The play? Have you ever done this before? Aren't you scared?'" Allen pointed out the contrast, adding, "Culturally speaking, we're just very different."

Allen made a major lifestyle change in 2011 after being known as a famous pop girl when she moved to the country and started a family.

Reflecting on her career, she admitted in March that becoming a mother had a big impact on her pop career, as she decided to focus on her children rather than work.

Speaking on the Radio Times Podcast, the singer-turned-actress shared her belief that women are often faced with a choice between prioritizing their career or their children, and for her the decision was clear.

"My kids ruined my career. I love them, and they complete me, but in terms of a pop star, they totally ruined it," Allen admitted. "It really annoys me when people say you can have it all because, frankly, you can't."