About five years ago, Ryan DorsyIts life has changed forever.

The Righteous Actor, 41, 41, invented on July 8, 2020, it RiveraHis ex -wife and mother of his son, he was missing after renting a boat for a day when he swim in Piru Lake, California. The Joy The actress (1) was last seen in their son Jose, who was 4 years old at that time.

The Venchura County Sheriff's office searched the lake for several days before their worst fears were confirmed on July 7. Rivera was accidentally submerged after using his last bit power to help Josie get on the boat to save Josie's life.

Rivera's unexpected death was a "Nightmare of Never End End" for his family.

"I remember there with a push with (Jose)," Dorcei remembered the latest issue Our weeklyNow at the newsstand. "Looking at this beautiful boy and thankful he is ok. When he woke up, he said, 'Dad, what are you doing here?' I said, 'I came with you.' He told me, 'They can't find their mother they will find him, but I think he can die. " I was devastated for him, for me. "

After spending with the tragedy, Dorcey Los left Angeles with Josie and West Virginia returned to his own city of Charleston, where he began to rebuild their lives. Five years later, the father and son are in a "supernatural" but in the rhythm of happiness.

Dorcey focuses on being the best father he may be to Little Josie who has spoken to a misery consultant to help the process of Rivera's death. The 9 -year -old man enrolled in school and paid homage to his mother with performance in local plays and piano lessons.

"I see how much of creative (Jose)," Dorsi shared. "She has been playing the piano for a year and she is getting better in it. It was nice to see him from playing with two hands around one finger. When he was singing he really started hitting the notes. He told me the other day, 'Dad, I think I probably want to be a musician? I just thought it was a beautiful thing."

Dorcey confirmed that Josie was close to Rivera's family, with his parents and siblings frequently arranged to call and inspection with his parents and siblings in Los Angeles. The actor said Ours That Jose "(his) grandmother and all uncles speak," who are very involved in the boy's life. " The 9 -year -old young man is encouraged to share his thoughts and feelings about as soon as he crosses his mind.

"(Jose Will) always have lots of memories (his mom)," Darsy has shares. "We tell stories about when we went to this place or place. He's like, 'Yes, I remember.' "

Dorcei respects the place of Rivera in Josie's life by celebrating the big birthday - a tradition that is the Joy The star started when their son was a child. Jose will celebrate his tenth birthday in September and the party will reflect the ninja turtle or the Star Wars - with the theme bass.

Dorsy is hopeful that one day, when the time is right, Josie's life can have an honest mother to help her with her love and care. However, the most important thing is that Dorcey emphasizes, Josie's continued health and happiness in remembering Rivera.

"Josie is about to be inherited," Dorsy shared. "I don't know what he's going to do, but I think he's going to do great things."