Southern charm Newcomer Molly O'Cannell Will always remember his late brother, Who died At the age of 14.

"His name was Patrick and he was severely unable," O'Connell (1 37) on Friday, February 26th, "with Kate Cassie with Reality Life" episode. " PodcastThe "He was a quadrilateral (and) he could really just remove some heads, couldn't speak. Once after my birth, he was living in a facility that could take care of him because his clockwise needed a lot of care. "

O'Connell, Who was accepted When he was a child, he further explained that Patrick "died in sepsis in my father's arm." He was 6 years old at the time of his death.

O'Connell explained "he was ill all his life, (The) in and out of ICU," mention that Patrick's death inspired him to achieve a career in fashion, which contains presence Of the cycle 16 The next top model of AmericaThe

"(It gave me) (the greatest earnings of life) the desire," he explained. "Many times I get paralyzed by my fears, like the surroundings of music. I probably wanted to be a professional musician, sing (and) to broadway and I was very scared about that. I have a lot of guilt without following everything I want to do ”"

According to O'Connell, "Subconsciously" on the basis of "without taking advantage of the work I have been able to do".

"I really did a lot of things and my parents supported it," he said. “If I am smart or better at something they never care about, they just wanted me to be happy and funny. They wanted that I had a good idea of ​​humor, which I think I and Ian - my other brother - do. "

Patrick's death further navigated "He can do the most in life" (O'Conel). O'Connell also did therapy to help deal with his passing.

"I died a lot in my family when I was young," he explained. "My brother died when I died at the age of 6 and in about six months my uncle and one cousin died of cancer. However, I was too young (and) I thought they thought, 'Oh, it doesn't affect her too much.' I think it did. "

Other challenges managed to play O'Connell by dealing with multiple family death trauma.

He told Podcaster "I was told at a very young age that I was 4 years old as I realized that I was accepted before me," he told Podcaster Kate cassyThe "I was relatively good child, they say, and then I just started acting in the middle school."

Regardless of O'Connell's behavioral problem, his parents have "always stuck" and even paid for her Her therapy sessionThe

O'Connell said, "They have tried to understand 'what they can do to help him' and they continue to (through me) to continue it in the late 30's," O'Connell said. "They always help me try and find new therapy and stuff"