Former yoga instructor Hilaria Baldwin opens onto a blow "Rust"The shooting had on her seven children.

She shares three daughters and four sons with actor "30 rock" Alec Baldwin. The actor was involved in Fatal Shooting in October 2021. year, when the gun held on a "rust" set, striking and killing a cinema Halyna Hutchins.

In the first episode of their series of real reality, "Baldwins," Hillary opens about the influence that the shooting "rust" had on his family. The actor "Beetlejuice" faced 18 months behind bars if convicted of involuntary charges of mulzam; However, the case was released on the third day of testimony of witnesses after the witness found that the Prosecution knew about evidence that were not published by the Defense.

Hilaria and Alec bound node in 2012 And since then they said seven children together: Carmen Gabriela, 11, 3, 3, as well as four sons Rafael Thomas, 9, 8, 8, Romeo Alejandro David, 6 and Eduardo "Ed" Pao Lucas, 4 in the first episode, I understand that he does not want to Her children must "bear the burden" of "rust" shooting.

With the news of the trial of their father and it is possible to imprisoned in the headings, Hilaria had difficulty preparing his children emotionally for the trial, which occurred in July 2024. years, after shooting in October.

"We were blessed to give them joy. And at the same time we want to make sure that our children are always and that they could not bear the burden so they could wear us," she said in the premiere, in the comments overwritten PeopleMagazine. "When something bad happens, there is fire, and your job is to try not to let the fire spread. But I wanted to put as much as I can say a fireproof barrier around my children."

"It's extremely difficult when you feel so awful inside and so scared and confused because you have this constant nausea here, panic, inability to sleep," she continued. "This trial is happening, and Alec could go to jail."

Hillary was reflected in Halyna Hutchins in confessionally, who left her husband behind him and a young son who was around the same age as her children when his mother lost their lives in the mortal shooting.

"Life will be different forever. Hallyna lost his life in the most interesting tragedy, son lost his mom," Hilaria said. "We will feel and forever wear this pain. This will be part of our family story."

"I'm looking at the kids and see how hard we try to create happy for them, even if we mask things for myself," she continued. "I know what we pass is perhaps unique, but every family goes through hard times, and that is something we can feel the community of support, knowing that the best we can do is do our best and try to make your children happy, so that We make it. "

The actor discussed the challenges of upbringing a large family with PeopleMagazine in January 2018. Clearing that children are much greater for their mother.

"Being a father can be very challenging because children are obsessed with their mothers," the actor said at the time. "I'm in a room with my kids and I really go well until my wife comes in! Just get me out."

"It's just how it's - I can't do anything about it!" He continued. "My advice for new Dads: If your wife is a great mom, appreciate that and enjoy it. It's a great thing to have."

In one scene shown on "Baldwins", Alec and Hilaria discuss the range of current obsessional disorder (CSOs) and difficulties that can come with the raising of a large family.

"Alec has CSOs. People throw the term OCD around, very casually," she says. "Oh my God, I like to have so organized closets. I'm so CSO." CSOs is the right thing that is really difficult. "

"Five or more children are like breaking. It's like permanent attacks on the deadest problem," Alec adds. Hilaria said previously Vogue to limit the time on the screen and encourages them to complete creative activities together.

"Encouraging their proximity is one of my main focused in being their mother," she said. "I hope it will always be best friends."