Eric Menandez Achievement Tammy To help him Live hard time to prison - with an attack on the back of the prison.

“When I first came to jail, I was not just imprisoned. I was never sentenced to my brother to see my brother again, never hope for independence, "54 year old Eric remembered on Thursday, February 20, during the episode “2 Angry Men” PodcastThe "I had to protect myself at the very violent level 4 - which is considered to be the highest security prison - where I don't know anyone and I was really 6005 miles from any place I was true."

In his first year of prison, Eric "very alone and scared" and added, "It was hard for me. I faced a lot of bullying and trauma. It was a dangerous environment. Fortunately I had a love for a woman who came to my life and Came up with a small valuable daughter. "

An alleged event He has been with Eric till today.

“I was chosen to make a violent fool and it was painful and continuous. There is a thing that many prisoners in the prison pass through them when they do not share a gang structure. They come and they are basically lonely wolves. They only have to be themselves, "he said. “Prison can be difficult, and there is a lot of trouble here. So I was, 'I'm not going to fight anymore. I'm not going to be involved. 'I really had no one to get back to help after I got separated from Lail. "

Eric also said: “I remember the day I was told that Lyle had just been abused and his jaw was broken. … It was difficult and that is why it took years to work from it because you need to find yourself in prison. I believe that corrections are doing their best. They're really trying. However, 25 years ago, it was a more gusty and more dangerous place. "

Eric was despite the challenges he had faced Thankful In his life "I have begun to gain the experience of paternity and development and I start to heal a lot of self-hatred and self-harassment that I have dealt with all my life." "When I came to jail, I didn't come to jail. I came to jail as a result of my past injury wounds and tragic crimes. With that dark place in the prison I had to face all those truths and journey. "

Eric and his brother, Lyle MenandezTheir parents were arrested in two calculations for the first-degree murder in the 5th after their parents were found dead in their home in August 1 and Kitty-1. As a result of the two trials, Eric and Lyle (57) were sentenced to life imprisonment without parole. Both complained that their mother and father were physically, emotionally and sexually objectionable.

“It was very difficult for me and a lot of start and stops. Frankly, it was very difficult. When I really start working on myself and realize that I am not flawed and there is nothing wrong with me, the light begins to open, "Eric continued on Thursday." I started to love myself again. Obviously gave me hope. Serious For those who suffer from childhood injuries we live in the shadow and in this silence where we have self-sufferers, self-noise and self. "

While imprisoning his prison, Eric Have been married to TammiIn 62, 1999 after he started writing letters to him. Eric also took the role of an honest father with Tami's daughter, whom she had shared with her ex -husband.

During Thursday's interview, Eric mentioned, "I realized a lot of freedom that I am actually able to love and I deserve love," mentioned during Eric Thursday's interview. “I'm trying to be a good person. I am trying to be an advanced person every day and I want to be a person that my family can be sure to be sure. I want my daughter to be proud of me and my wife, and my extended family will be proud of me and my brother. "