Emily cheese Earlier this year, his 3 -year -old son was protecting his choice for not publicly discussing the death of Trig.

Dominant, 26, shared through its feelings through it Tick He spoke deeply about losing the trigger for the first time after drowning on Monday, October 8, May.

Kiser told his followers that "If you lose someone and do not go through sadness you will not understand what you do or how to play. Because you never stayed in that position, and I hope you never have to be."

With tears in his eyes, he also said, "I mean, everyone loses someone or something at any time of their life, but losing a child is the worst pain and I don't want anyone to go through it."

Kisar said he was injured by critics who think he did not mourn properly or opened enough in the tragedy.

"People say, 'If it was I was just crippled and I would not think about them all day and I wouldn't continue,' Do you think I don't think wherever I see in my house, I don't see my child?" He said. "His pictures are everywhere. His artwork is everywhere.

He explained that he was "no longer sharing my kids, so I am not sharing teddy and I'm not sharing the trig i'm (she and husband Brady Kiser Also Share Teddy Son Born in March))

Kisar added: "And these are not things that I think I should come to the Internet and unipped with a few million people."

Although he is ready to come back to work in some sense of normality, I am not ready to talk about what happened to him, "he torn down and said," My son's loss is very process. "

Kisar added that people are entitled to say "what they want about the journey of my grief," but they reminded them that they are not seeing the whole chance of things. I have shared the moments I can film and I want to film because it helps me to move away for a second, and it can do my job, which I enjoy a lot.

Chanodler, Arizona, the police department confirmed Our weekly In May, the trig family's backyard died after being pulled unconscious from the pool. Authorities submitted in July Recommended a criminal charge Trig's father, Brady, who was at home when the incident happened. A statement shared by the Mericopa County Attorney Office later states that "there is no possibility of being convicted."

Kisser after taking a break from social media after Trig's death Broke his silence In August

"The loss of this level seems impossible to say in words," he wrote through Instagram at that time. "I tried to look for them a few days, weeks, months and took the time I needed to digest my baby's loss."