Brittany Cartrite says DS Foxy's shouting left him 'trigger' and retrieves him from his poisonous marriage with Jax Taylor!

Britani Cartrite Thought he was ready to take Special Forces: The most difficult test in the world - However Valley Star admits that the horrific reality series hurts more than he expects.

Brittany Cartrite, 36, only one episode lasted before voluntarily withdrawal. He immediately confronted his biggest fear - rejected from a helicopter - and broke into tears but pushed it by jumping. The horrible physical challenges then left his feelings as his team fell behind. Till the end Britany His armband was torn off, he confessed that he was embarrassed and revealed that his ex, Jax Taylor, Before the film was told to tell him that he was “Don't make it farther”.

Looking back he says he says that the atmosphere of strict training and the operating personnel shouted from the staff (DS Jason Foxy) With the isolated husband she left her “trigger” after tolerant of years that described as “poisonous” marriage Jack Taylor.

"I wasn't ready as I thought I thought I was emotionally and emotionally, to deal with something like this again," Britany Stated DeterminingThe "I know it is their job. But they do not hate their towards

In spite of the first day of the day away, Britani Cartrite He says he is still one of his greatest fears: proud of himself to face Heights. "I am very proud of myself that I jumped from that helicopter," he shared. "I am a person who doesn't even want to see the side of the porch. Something was even shown to sign up on the show."

Nevertheless, the reality of the competition was quickly submerged. "As soon as they put the bag on our heads and scream toward us, it didn't feel like TV. I was shaking uncontrollable. At one point I thought I would be terrified. It was over 100 degrees, we were in regular clothes, and I could just breathe under the bag under that bag."

Adding the pressure was away from his son, CruelLong

“I have never quit Cruel For more than one or two days, "he revealed." Although I just settled a day on the show, I was in Morocco seven days ago. It was extremely difficult for me. "

In the end, the combination of physical fatigue and sensitive triggers becomes too high. "Frankly, I thought I was out of this poisonous relationship, DS The screaming toward me will inspire me - but it was the opposite. It triggered me, "he said." At the moment I missed my son, my legs felt like jello and I had nothing to give to me. "

Britany Acknowledged that he was "disappointed" in himself, but standing beside his decision. "I really wanted to prove something i

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