Christine Brown Losing his religion-inaugurating his new, all memories of what he told his family-inaugurating his family.

For Sister Wife: A reminiscent of faith, family and freedomNow, 53 -year -old Christine asked himself, "But was I in a culture?"

He acknowledges that his religious beliefs, which he describes as "radical, polytheist," as a belief, can be considered a religion by many in the outside world, but acknowledged, "If I were to be, I am pleased with it."

Christine, whose grandfather led the Apostolic United brothers, who began in the 5th, explained, "I am from a family and a community and from a community filled with talent, rearing and love and women who have the support and power to make good decisions for themselves."

When she voluntarily went with her own plural marriage Cody Brown In 1994, when he looked back at his nurturing and polygamy, Christine determined that his life was actually a religion before divorce. (Christine Cody, 96 years old, announced their divorce publicly the following year.)

Christine wrote, "For years, I questioned my faith. I am sure my clothes do not make me better Christian," Christine wrote, when Her and Cody six children He was a young man, he stopped attending school because he "did not believe our faith articles are the sentence of God."

The Sister The star continued, "I realized that a membership of our small church did not give us exclusive about doing well."

Christine also took the issue of promoting his church ExcellenceThe "According to our church, God said," Men are in charge. " Seriously will come with this plan? "

It wasn't until it was her daughter Quarrel One day after the church camp, he told him that "all these girls want to have children" and "they don't want to go to college" Christine realized that the children of the Brown family "separate" were raised. (Christine shares the son Pedon27, and daughter, Aspin30, Michaeli29, gwendlyn, 24, Ysabel22, and True15, including Cody.)

It was a moment for Christine to say that the women of the church said that he was about to end the world at the age of 15-but he should still plan to marry and be a baby.

Christine realized, "Our leader only knew the rule of God." "I needed to follow a rigorous list of rules without questioning. I grew up frightening the outside of the asylum community. We have just judged those who have left the church and even enthusiast."

He acknowledged "I believe I grew up in a culture. I believe I grew up in a culture of my kids."

Look back His own life in the plural familyHe wrote, "I grew up with friends and family who I did the same things and believed. It was my normal i

According to Christine, "We stayed because we loved the people and we loved the ideas. I had freedom. I felt safe i

He mentioned, "When I chose to survive (a) the plural marriage it was an educated decision. My brain was not washed. But like everyone else, I had a tunnel of thinking about a certain boundary."

Christine, who left the church before his divorce in 2021, revealed that the signs were there.

“Before I believe we were in a culture, Some of my kids He wrote, "It was discovered as a young adult." I taught them not to live in fear. "

Christine, who is now married David Uli And by living an exclusive living life, over time he could see that it was not a bad thing for him to have a part of the organized religion.

"When I was strong in my identity, I thought that God Sabar was well with me, and I am well with him," he remembered. "I didn't need to be part of a church, and no need to buy ideas about men or men's space on women or perforated ear."

The The star of reality The conclusion said, "My good parts did not move away with my Jesus Jamid. I believe in people to be good and fair. I believe all the things my mother taught me. I think there are many different gods and religions and beauty in it."

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