"My son is my best friend."

La La Anthony spill tears and now they share her real and raw feelings now that the only son is, Kiyan AnthonyHe moved to college. Any parent of a child who left the nest to start the next chapter as a college student can relate to LA LA feelings opened during the recent episode of podcasts with Angie Martinez.

Every parent sending a child to college knows that a number of feelings of the attack. Pride, happiness, excitement for your child's new chapter, but then after moving to campus, emptiness and fear. The It's not different.

The only son, Kian, who shares with the former wife, former NBA stars Carmelo AnthonyThe University of Syracuse is attended and moved to the campus about a month ago. It seems that it was a little roller ride for LA, as any other parent of the faculty, and recently opened and shared that the transition for its appearance was on its appearance on Egie Martinez "IRL" Podcast.

La la opened during his conversation with Martinez to share that in the "very interesting season" of her life.

"Kiyan officially went to college and I keep telling people that's just something I don't think I heard enough people, or maybe I wasn't just prepared for it," La la la la la la la la said. "You hear the conversations about people passing in life. For some reason, I wasn't a private conversation when your boy leaves the college, when your emptiness and gap and just like he is not there."

Kiyan has been in the Faculty for about a month, and La La said that he was leaving, "because she would be a place where all his friends would be and that all his friends would be and" entertainment. "

"He just left and he was just quiet," she said. "And that's really, really hard for me."

While many other parents can connect, the transition since Kian went hard for La La.

"I'm not ashamed, I'm harding so I can figure out what that feeling is and try to go to everything, but now I'm so deep in that feeling," I said. "And it's hard."

When Martinez asked if La La did not expect to feel this in this way, La was discovered that he was not sure what to expect. Thinking about Kiyan Day would always go to college always looked so far, even when he approached, for La. She said that "he just enjoys it at the time" and did not understand the "influence".

La shared a story about his transition to his new empty nesting when she called the son in the middle of the night.

"Once it was one night like 2 in the morning, I couldn't sleep and I called him," she said. "And I just started crying." I need you to go home. "He's like: 'Mom, are you okay?' "

She continued to explain how she told him to return home, and he said he could not, and that it happened only once, and she "pulled together."

La La fought with tears as she told her story. She even said that "is not an emotional person", but this was "so, so hard."