Cast Vandarpump Was still working on the result of Scandoval Brock Davis Secretly confessed that he had cheated Shiita Two years ago. Though fans may think that Shi is going through his own subject drama will bring him to the best friend of one time Aryana MadixIt eventually played a role in the distance between them.

40 -year -old Shi has revealed Davis' relationship in his new book, The good side of meOut of Tuesday, July 22. In him Our weekly Cover story Regarding the extensive commemoration, Shai says that he told Madix, about 5 -year -old Madix, about two months after Davis's confession in 2021.

"It was on the tip of my tongue," says shi OursThe "When I got my own trauma I didn't want to dump trauma on him." As VPR Fans know, Madix discovered in 10 seasons that his long -time partner, Tom SandovHave cheated on her with their custar and friend Rachel "Rakel" Levis For several months.

"(People like) to say I always make everything about myself," says she. "This is a major example of how I actually do it, because I took more care of his well -being and his mental health than herself, as much as I wanted to be there for me."

Shaio was not sure what was for him and Davis in the future, with whom he shared the daughter summer, now 4.

"I felt that if I told my friends or (even) my mother, they could persuade me to leave because 'once a cheater, a cheater.' I didn't want to do what others would tell me to do.

That's why the relationship did not bring the relationship to the season of Shi 11 VPRThe "I wasn't ready to tell that story. I don't think that if I do, our marriage would have survived," he said OursThe "I wasn't even defending Brook at the moments. I was protecting the summer."

However, in the book, Shai admitted that he was upset that Madix did not accept it because of anything wrong. "He did not ask, 'something bothering you? Is everything okay?' …, Of course, I hope he noticed, but I also think I was very good to hide it, "he explained OursThe "And it's not his fault."

Shi Ours It is when he thinks he has done well for Madix to stay there shortly after Sandoval's relationship, he regrets about the 11 season.

"At the season I thought, 'Protect our job. We need to get another season.' And that means if I have to do with Tom Sandoval and film with Tom Sandoval, I have to do my job, "Remember Shai. "I don't think I am as much as I should at this moment as much as I should have given as much as I am. Only because I was willing to forgive Brock - and basically Sandoval was not ready for any of her. It was wrong for me to expect it."

At that time, shai and Saliva Madix was criticized for betraying the cast without filming Sandoval. "He was giving everything, he gave one hundred percent," Shai said now. "He showed and he did his job and he survived his truth."

If asked about post-scandal regrets (chose to recover Bravo VPR For the 12 season), Shai first admitted the control order against him after the physical protests complaining against him.

"That night with the New York's Rackle, I obviously responded to anger and I became it, but I didn't even give it a chance to correct it. We never had a conversation - it just went from zero to one hundred to one hundred, the addition order and everything went to everything," said, "She said, OursThe "I hope that I was able to conversation with him then."

Shai becomes sensitive when talking about Madix again.

“I hope I support Arya the way she needs it.” I think I was kept in a position where I needed to work. I was becoming my own personal heartbreaking, and I didn't need it throughout the first season of the friend I was. I am really sorry because he deserves more from me. "

Shi hopes that his conversation with Madix was never there VPR The camera will close.

"I hope that one day, personally, we can sit on my couch and we want to do the conversation with him two years ago. I missed him; he was my best friend, and I just came to the moon that I am just above the moon," he says. "He says.

When they were asked whether they could ever be their best friend, Shai admittedly, "I don't think it will ever be the same. We have so many lives for both of us

The good side of me Now available.