Joy-Anna Rose Is it speaking honestly about the cardiac loss of his daughter, Annabell Elise and the emotional healing that followed.

In the mighty new episode of the sister "Jinger & Jeremy" podcast, "19 children and counting", she reflected in the stillbirth in 20 weeks of pregnancy in July 2019. years.

Joy-Anna Duggar and her husband, Austin Forsyth, announced their loss soon after it happened, shares that they only shared their baby children in a short time, "it will be in the heart."

Now, six years later, mom of three shares new details about her sad process and how she navigale the trauma of the loss of Annabell.

"I had some sense of intestine that something might be wrong," Joy-Anna recalled her sisters Jinger and Jessa, who also experienced similar losses. "But also, I'm like:" I don't want to overly over. "I just remember feeling so he left the ultrasound."

The hardest part, she discovered, still had to go through the entire delivery process in just 20 weeks.

"That was extremely difficult," she said. "I was grateful my mom (Michelle Duggar) was with me, because it went through that before. I really had a good support team, but even with all that was extremely difficult."

Joy-Anna emphasized that sadness is not linear and that cure, and emotionally and physically, looks different for everyone.

"There's no time bar set," she said. "I felt like I was in a cloud for six months. I was in the fog. Your body passes through a shock, and that time line will be different for people."

The former star reality shared that in her darkest days she found "peace and comfort" in her faith. "Everyone would say," Oh, you're so strong, "but you're getting scared inside. And I kept saying everyone," I didn't. ""

She added that visualizing God Holding Annabell helped to carry. "It's just that visually gave me another look at that." In the hands of Jesus "is what we put on her tombstone."

1. July, what would Annabell's sixth birthday, Joy-Anna paid paid their daughter Instagram With black and white photographs of her baby's legs and a heart inscription, "Happy Heavenly sixth birthday Annabell Elise Forsyth ~ 1. July 2019 ~."

Joy-Anna and Austin, who are married in 2017, are also parents in Gideon, 7, Evelyn, 4 and Gunner, 2.

In the past appearance "Unplanned podcast", " She has opened up their challenges for mental health after the birth of Gunner in 2023, revealing that she experienced intensive postporum depression.

"The postpurtum didn't hit things up to the probably postpartum of two and a half months, and then it all collapsed after that," she said. "I kept thinking I should have all together. I was spicy. I shouldn't fight it."

At one point she admitted that she hit the "bottom of the stones," even examining if he wants to be here at all. But after searching for help, exercise and focusing on healthier habits, Joy-Anna said she experienced a "huge drastic change."

"I just fought, fought, fighting for months and months to feel better," she shared. "I wouldn't like that season like that season for anything ... I grew so much."

Joy-Anna first divided the devastating news of his daughter in July 2019. years, revealing that she and the Austin Forsyth teached her husband for loss during the 20-week ultrasound and gender. What was meant to be a joyful milestone that quickly turned into a heart.

In the Black and White Photo published from the hospital 4. July 2019. The couple held his baby that closed, grieving loss while filming the little time they had with her. The emotional title read, "today evaluates one week since we heard these words ..." So this is your baby's heart (pointing to an ultrasonic screen). I don't hear heart beat or see no movement. "