Walton Gogins'Rick's journey - and premature death - experience of filming Puddle He came two decades after mourning his late wife in Thailand.

Sunday, April April, Hit HBO Series episode, Rick (Gogins) Died in the face of Sritala (Lake patter) Of the husband, the gym (Scott glenn), Who became unknown to him as his father. The tragic consequences of Rick's story - in which his loyal girlfriend includes Chelsea's death (Eye Lu Wood) - Gogins is different in Thailand, but emotionally difficult reasons came two decades later.

Gogins made a rare comment about travel abroad After the wife LienIts death In the early 2000s. "There was someone in my life that suicide," he said. GQ In February. "And he was my wife. It's a very complicated story."

The actor was married to Kun in 2001. He went missing three years later.

Gogins said, "In the end it was published, the decision he made," Gogins said. "And yes - I thought it was really insecure for me. Life on the other side and on the other

During mourning, Gogins chose to go to "over world" in Vietnam, Cambodia and India. Initially, however, Gogins said he started his journey in Thailand, which he returned two decades before the White Lotus film season.

"The first island that we lived on, I realized, 'I came to this street before,'" he remembered. "And then we went to the next island, I realized, 'I was definitely before this beach i know this boardwalk.' And all things are to come back. "

The last night of the shooting of Gogins, which was the bank, andHe told him about the connection.

"We pulled to this dock and I was like this, 'I know this dock? Ok? Yes.' '' I kept that house that is my porch. It was here that I was here, I came here, 20 years ago, and so much f *****, people in pain."

He continued: "We got up from the boat and we were filming there. All the equipment was literally in front of the hotel which I chose on the Internet 20 years ago, this little Bt Para chose this little bt street i

Gogins later got a second chance in love with the filmmaker Nadia ConsnerWhom he married in the 21st. The couple expanded their family and now shared a son. While talking to GQGogins was asked that he thinks like him Was the "same guy" who first went to ThailandTwo decades later.

"I mean, I thought about that day," added Gogins. "I thought, 'God is shobar, I hope I can hug that guy.' I hope I whispered in his ear, 'You'll be okay, and it continues for everyone if you can only hold it and you are walking, and keep looking for answers''