Page Spiranac It was rumored enough about the presence of the Dubai Ladies Masters.

"There was continuous comment, eg, 'I was sexually favor for getting this invitation,' and I was listening to it - and they used to say (it) in my ear. It was hard," Spiranak, 32, said while talking Mail Reed And Guess In their recent episode Calm please! Podcast

"It was my first pro event - it was really hard," he said more. I just wanted to be liked and I played very bad. It was awful. "

The model was an emerging social media star and online influential when he was invited to the sponsor in the tournament when he was invited to post photos of his abusive golf - many at that time seemed to be above his game level. Spiranak - who was 23 years old at that time - he said that his presence in the tournament could have "raffled feathers" in the golfing community.

"You turn off your ass, out of the week and week, and here I am and I'm just moving forward," he told Reed and Dixon.

Spiranak also acknowledged the episode that he was not ready for the media frenzy which was with his presence.

"I am gone viral and when people do not go viral all the time, it came back and I didn't know how to handle it and my whole life reversed," he said. "I became 5 followers from 5 followers."

He added, "I got this invitation to play a lettuce (Ladies European Tournament). I just became Pro, I never played golf out of the country. I showed a few hours to press, for whom I had no training.

Spiranak ended the shooting of 77 77 and 799, missing the cut needed to continue the tournament. However, how he was treated during the tournament - and the rumor that he was forced to bear - that he said that he most affected him and had suffered frustration.

"Yes. It was the worst moment in my life," he said more. "I will never forget."

In a 2018 interview with Sports IllustratedSpiranak again discussed how comments about his physical presence and the game in the golf course influenced him before the tournament.

"I was just sitting in the bathroom and was like, 'I don't want to go through this pain, this feeling of helplessness. While alone. Fear.' And I said that I never wanted someone to feel the way I felt at the moment, "he told the publication then. "I was so badly bullied that I didn't want to live anymore."

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