Kelly Osburn Groundbreaking MTV entered the American living room 23 years ago in the reality series OsbornesThe Funny, shocking families were the first celebrities to bring back the screen in their daily life - both dramatic and worldly. For four seasons broadcast in Canada, the United Kingdom and Australia, the whole family was fully open. However, for a teenager Osburn, the constant spotlight often proved unhealthy space, because he fought with anxiety, body problems and disorderly disorders, causing abuse of its substance.

"I was ashamed to be addicted to me everywhere, and it had a heavy burden to carry it," now 40, Osburn says Our weekly In his October 2024 Cover Story. "You feel like losing like this when you are staying

When he was given an OPWeed drug after surgery for tonsillitis, the use of Osbourne substances began at the age of 5. Vicodine first calmed his lame self-conflict, he revealed in an episode of 2021 Red table talkThe "I came out of every voice in my head, 'You are fat, you are ugly, you are not good enough, no one likes you, you are not deserving of this, people are just your choice of your parents,'" he remembered. "He remembered. "And then suddenly, every single voice was muted and it seemed like life had embraced me."

However, the hug quickly turned into a throat. His first speech at a rehab clinic came in 2004. Osbourne said that he sought help for drug and alcohol dependence on the benefits of seven times rehabilitation and he said Ours It does not depend on drugs and alcohol simply increases more sensitive pain.

"There was a time in my life where everyone around me was dying, everyone was Oding," he says. "I was guilty of survival because I was as good," Why did they save me? " All the places you finish when you are just addicted: "Intections when you were just addicted to:"

Today, Osburn says he has learned to feel comfortable on his skin and he gives therapy to improve his mental health. "I had a psychological diagnosis that I didn't know that I was walking around," he explained. "I didn't understand how much my OCD was taking my life. I didn't understand how much frustration and anxiety in it."

Motherhood has also helped Osburn accept themselves. "I didn't understand how powerful the feeling of love was (going to be)," he said Ours His son is Sydney, with whom he welcomes His partnerSlipcont Sid WilsonBy the end of 2022.

Blessed and healthy, Osburn now realizes that he was able to keep the past behind, the attitude attitude is something he will carry with him happily in the future. "I feel so strong now," he said. "I learned to love my weird soul was an F-Inz journey that took me to the gate of hell again but I am grateful for my mistakes because I learned a lot."

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If you or someone you know is fought against the use of mental health and/or substances you are not alone. Look for instant intervention - Call 911 for treatment attention; 988 for suicide and crisis lifes; Or 1-800-6662-Help for national helpline of Samhsa (substance abuse and mental health service)The Nalxon (Narcan) carrying an OPwed overdose can help reverses.