Courtney Stodden It has opened about the devastating toll Chrissy TeigenCyberbullying has passed on their mental health, revealing that they used to get close to taking one's own life.

In the new documentary of Hulu "Impact X Nightline," Courtney Stodden, who is non-binary and use them, sincerely recalled an unrelenting marriage with his very published marriage to be only 16 years old.

At that time, Teigen was among those who browse, the infamous twist that it was her "dream" to take "dirt", the comment Stodden now says he was a deep and dangerous influence.

"I actually almost managed to include suicide because ... This was a big part of it," they shared in the documentary. "I wrote a suicide letter."

Breaking the middle interview, the 30-year-old was reflected in their darkest point, "I remember my last thought, you know," I may not deserve to be here when people who say I don't deserve to be here. "

Although Teigen's tweets were originally published in 2011. and 2012, they showed almost a decade later, causing public anger and cost Teigen several professional opportunities.

She finished deleting his Twitter account, announcing, "Hey. I've already been my world. I'm so much I don't tell me so much as I don't serve me as positive as I think that's the right time to do it."

After Teigen's departure from Twitter, Courtney Stodden moved to the allegations that the model was harassed by years, both publicly and privately.

Stodden, who first committed the titles in 2011. years for his very published marriage with Doug Hutchison at the age of 16, he claimed that Teigen had targeted them online during the height of their media supervision.

"It wouldn't just a public tweet about wanting me to take on me 'dirt, but to make a private DM and said to kill myself," Stodden said in an interview in 2021. Years Daily beast. "Things like," I can't wait to die. ""

Screenshots of Teigen's alleged tweets shared TMZIncluding one where she said, she told Stodden to "go to bed forever."

Stodden, who was finalized by their divorce from Hutchison, said they had endured mercilessly harassment from the media and celebrities, but Teigen's remarks were among the most community.

In the middle of the prefabricated sigh, Teigen issued a public apology, admitting her past behavior and expressing deep regrets.

"There aren't much lucky enough to get for all your past shit in front of the whole world. I'm sea and sad for being once. I was a troll to seek attention," she wrote in a long-lasting Twitter statement.

Teigen admitted that "shame and completely shame" her actions, but he admitted that her personal disgrace was nothing compared to how Stodden certainly sensed.

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Teigen also claimed that she tried to reach him to attract, but he wanted to betray a public apology since she encouraged harassing so publicly.

"I'm sorry, Courtney. I hope you can heal now knowing how deep I regret," it says. "And so sorry I let you come to you. I'll be working forever to be better than I was 10 years ago, 1 year ago, 6 months ago."

However, the stodden said earlier Page six They remained blocked by Teigen on the X, a platform for social media previously known as Twitter, despite the public apology.

"I spoke about it, maybe a few years earlier (Teigen said sorry)," they said in the new documentary. "I wish she might apologize, as she said it was."

Stodden admitted that they did not move Teigen's apology, feeling more about the control of damage in reputation than true responsibility.

Complete documentary "ITCHT X Nightline: Confessions of the bride's child" is now strudging on Hulu.

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