Zen phona Once Chelsea trades A dose of hard love.

"One day I received an email from Jen Photo that said, 'Hi, Chelsea, it's Jen. I was wondering if you could come for dinner at my house. I would like to talk to you a few things, '' ”Handler, 50, kept in remembrance Its new memory, I have what I have to do with meWas released on Tuesday, February 25.

The handler mentioned that the message sounded "ominous", explaining that he had been friends with Fund 87 -year -old Fonda for "at least 10 years" and it "seemed like a terrace email to get from him." The handler agreed to meet the phone in his house that night - not to drink so that he "may be fully careful for my defense."

The handler wrote, "Jane's behavior seemed a bit cold, and I was worried to know exactly what I did," the handler wrote that Phoda asked him why he knew why he was invited to dinner. PhoDa said, "You noticed that I was a bit of ice on you when I saw you Short RHSCongressman John LuisThe "

Handler explained that he participated in the event three months ago and noticed that Phoda was "ice" to him, but he was "not obsessed with it".

"'You have done badly in my party. You had to hang a black cloud over you from the moment you arrived and you insulted the guy and it brought down the whole team. I do not know what medicine you were, but some people told me that you were horrible to them, "Handler wrote about Fonda, who interrogated why the comedian actor participated in the party if" such mood ".

For the handler, Phona is calling him to him "Bad behaviors are as serious as self -self -self." He added, "This is definitely not the woman I dreamed of being."

The handler called the moment "embarrassing, painful and obviously intriguing", but he said that "none of these things took time out of his life to be honest with me did not allow the fact to reduce the fact."

Handler wrote, "I needed anyone to do it with me, and even at that moment of shame I knew he would never have to talk to my behavior again because this is what this kind of honesty deserves: verb," ​​the therapy started recently.

At this point, the handler managed to reflect "he is trying to put on this world", which he mentioned that "of course I was not doing what I was doing at Ken's party."

"The matter was true: Who knows what I was on the drug? This could be something, "the handler said that his" behavior on the drug "depends on its" state of mind ".

Handler hit with "ruthless integrity" admitted that the news was “hard to hear” and shared with it 9 to 5 The star that he was in therapy for two months to deal with his "deep anger".

"'Well,' she told me. 'Look what your problem is, because your gifts are plenty and sometimes the most gift people have the easiest time to throw them into the garbage. Don't be the product of your environment. Chelsea. Your environment is a product to your environment Turn as, '' "Handler reminded that the moment was" Sisterhood's definition ".

From that night, the handler has seen Fonda "several times", hosting the worker with the climate change event. After the event, on an email exchange, Phoda shared that the handler followed him to "mean a lot" to him.

This Phonader 80th birthday The party, the handler made an attempt to "not blow it".

“My first attempt to prove him was that I would be in my best behavior from here. And I try to prove it to him, "Handler wrote, when he did Fonda hip surgery, he showed him funder with him and was actress in his podcast." Was - to prove someone that you are the person who thought they thought that you might be. "

Before the release of the memoir, the handler spoke exclusively Our weekly About becoming the best version of what he can be.

"If you want to get rid of the harmful or harmful bad behavior for yourself to others and want to accept this new version of you too," he made a share Ours Cover story Early this month. "I don't want to lose all the ends that I was born naturally-this is what I am-so this is a bit hack-a-till. You've got it, okay, I'm auditioning my own versions, seeing which one is most meaningful for this advanced version. "

I have what I have to do with me Now is out.