It's not that much of a fun holiday season Janelle Brownwho lost her son this year!

"Sister Wives" star publicly addressed her son's absence at the start of the holiday season on December 1, evoking the emotions of her fans and followers.

Janelle Brown's son Garrison Brown, who she shared with ex-husband Kody Brown, died in March by suicide at the age of 25.

The reality star posted an emotional post on her Instagram profile as the 12th month of the year began. "First "big" holiday without you honey. We all gathered in NC to celebrate together and kept your photo nearby," the mother of six began.

She noted that they laughed at Garrison's "sense of humor and told so many stories" about his life and times.

"We ate, played and enjoyed each other's company. Everyone is going home now, and tomorrow is normal life. But I feel you are close," the mother of six admitted in the final paragraph.

Fans immediately flocked to her comment section to share stories of their own grief and how they coped with their pain. This commenter wrote:

"It's my first giving thanks and Christmas without my son WHO adopted on 11/3/24. I can honestly say I know what you're going through."

Another user recalled how last week he lost "my mom 20 years ago and my brother 2 years ago... Every holiday is hard, I miss you both and feel for you and your family during this time."

"Garrison was a beautiful young man. I loved his fire. I lost my son Kyle in 2017. I wish I could say the pain goes away but you just learn to live with the scars. Hugs from one mother to another," this fan wrote as they encouraged Janelle to cheer up.

One "devastated" user asked to tap from Janelle's fountain of "strength and hope" as their husband passed away on Thanksgiving morning.

"The holidays are hard. But you have such inner strength. He is not gone. Think of the Christmas he will have!! The best with our God!!!" another commenter chimed in below the post.

Another follower also shared a similar story, noting that they lost their stepson "at Christmas last year," noting that it would be their first holiday without him.

The bond Christine and Janelle share goes deeper than their relationship as wife and partner. As The Blast she was reportedly among the first to respond to Garrison's death. She admitted that everyone was trying to get used to not seeing the late 25-year-old.

"I'm just going to have to accept that pain, because it's never going to go away, it's always going to be there. There's always going to be a hole the size of Garrison. It's hard," Christine admitted.

Since the tragic incident, which Christine described as "the hardest thing ever," her tears have offered a slight comfort in filling the void Garrison left behind.

News of Garrison's death quickly circulated in the media, prompting Kody and Janelle to issue a joint statement statement as confirmation.

The post, which was shared on their social media accounts, read: "Kody and I are deeply saddened to announce the loss of our beautiful baby boy, Robert Garrison Brown."

The TLC star described the late reality star as "a bright spot in the lives of all who knew him", admitting that "his loss will leave such a big hole in our lives that it takes our breath away".

Kody and Janelle have urged the public to respect their privacy as they deal with the shocking loss of their 25-year-old son.

While the Coconino County Medical Examiner confirmed in an autopsy that Garrison died of a gunshot wound to the head, another factor played a large role up until that point.

According to the results of the autopsy, the tragic death of the 25-year-old was influenced by ethanol intoxication, also known as alcohol poisoning. His blood test reports confirmed that his blood alcohol level was 0.307% based on iliac blood analysis and 0.370% based on vitreous analysis.

The numbers recorded from the feedback exceed the accepted legal limit in the US, which is 0.08%, while anything above 0.40% is considered potentially fatal. Traces of caffeine were also found in Garrison's system at the time of his death.

Sending all my strength to Janelle Brown as she deals with his heartbreaking loss!