Britney Spears Still uneasy about reuniting with her youngest son.

Spears, 43, took to Instagram on Monday, Dec. 30, to praise their son Jayden, 18 days after Spent Christmas together For the first time in years.

"My forever!!!" He wrote Standing out in the natural setting, Jayden's two snap and baggy jeans and an oversized maroon shirt.

The pop legend continued: "It's weird we're like twins but he's a boy and I'm a girl!!! He is mine I haven't seen him in 2 and a half years or maybe even 3 years!!! I'm shocked!!! He came back and he seemed older and smarter than me!!! He is a man and I cry every day of my life because he is a miracle and a genius!!! The whole world shakes when he plays!!!"

Previously, Spears announced their holiday reunion on Wednesday, Dec. 25, via Instagram. Sharing a video About her and Jayden where she referred to him as "my baby" before kissing him on the cheek.

"Best Christmas of my life!!! I haven't seen my boys in 2 years!!!" she captioned the post. "Tears of joy and literal shock every day cu cu crazy so in love and blessed!!!"

Spears said at the time that she was "speechless" after seeing Jayden. The singer shares teenage and son Preston, 19, with ex-husband Kevin Federline.

In 2007, following her divorce from Federline, 46, Britney was placed under a conservatorship under her father's supervision. Jamie SpearsFor many of his children's lives. The conservatorship ended at the end of 2021 after 13 years, and Britney has since An exciting relationship with his sons.

"I think mom has struggled to give us both attention and love equally and I don't think she's shown enough to Preston and I feel really bad for that," Jayden said. Daily Mail In 2022. “We've both been through so much stress in the past that now is our safe place, to process all the trauma we've had to heal our emotional state. If I complained, he (my brother) went back. I feel guilty, so I am for him. Mother treated me well."

Britney responded to Jaden's comments at the time, writing via Instagram, "I'm telling my son Jaden I will send you all the love in the world every day for the rest of my life."

She added: "My love for my children knows no bounds and I am deeply saddened to hear her scream that I did not live up to her expectations of a mother. And maybe one day we can meet face to face and talk openly about this!"

Jayden and Preston later Gone to Hawaii with their father and his wife, Victoria Princealong with their half-siblings in 2023. Jayden has since moved back to California.

“Jaden is spending time in California but not with Britney,” a source said Exclusively stated our weekly In November "all of her friends are still in California and she wants to come back after she graduates high school. Jayden reached out to Britney and started a conversation.

The insider noted that Jayden was “The relationship is open to repair"With his mother.

“It will take time and there will not be an instant reconciliation. They saw each other twice and (it was) very brief," the source continued. "Brittany was so excited to hear from him. She hopes they can spend time together and hopes Preston comes too. It's heartbreaking not seeing the boys. .reaching Jayden meant everything to him.